so. lots of things have happened.
basically. i broke the news that i'm changing my major to my dad yesterday. lots of tears. lots of contradictions. basically. i was more than a little frustrated with him yesterday. i don't fucking understand how they're like, ' it's your life. we can't tell you what to do.' and then go ahead and say 'how do you know if you don't like bio? can't you just stay in it?' they're just fucking bitter because i don't want to save the world like the other 1199 bio majors. i only put bio as my major because i wanted to make them happy. i'm their only child and i didn't want to fuck up because they have no other chance to make it up. so for once i make a decision for myself and it feels like it blew up in my face.
i was pretty happy with my choice a couple of days ago, but my parents keep bringing me down. it just basically feels like me against the whole world.
i just feel really helpless.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Friday, October 03, 2008
oh the college life.
so week 1 has come to an end. not going to lie.
i hate bio and chem. i surprisingly love love love humanities core. it's like roberts class all over again.
i went to academic advising today. talking to her made me realize that i can't always be what my parents want me to be. i'm going to be eighteen in two weeks. it's time that i start taking my life into my own hands.
i'm most likely going to drop chem because it doesn't count towards my GEs. humcore is double the units so i'll have 12 units still. it'll give me more time to concentrate on the two classes i am taking. i'll start taking introductory psychology courses winter and spring quarter. i'm super excited.
it's the first time since i've started college that i've felt free.
i hate bio and chem. i surprisingly love love love humanities core. it's like roberts class all over again.
i went to academic advising today. talking to her made me realize that i can't always be what my parents want me to be. i'm going to be eighteen in two weeks. it's time that i start taking my life into my own hands.
i'm most likely going to drop chem because it doesn't count towards my GEs. humcore is double the units so i'll have 12 units still. it'll give me more time to concentrate on the two classes i am taking. i'll start taking introductory psychology courses winter and spring quarter. i'm super excited.
it's the first time since i've started college that i've felt free.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
awww poop.
so i've tried to keep up with this blog but i've been really bad. :[
umm. so end of week 1 is coming. all i can really say is. i LOVE my humanities core lecture and discussion. the people are awesome. the professors are awesome.
going to bio lectures and discussions made me realize how much i HATE bio. it's really solidified that i want to switch majors.
i definitely love the dorm life. i used to think that i'd hate it. but i really really love it. :]
my suitemates are bomb. my whole hall is HELLA fun. hahaha. i love it.
no class tomorrow!!! (discussion got cancelled) imma go get my eyes checked though.
my eyes got worse. :[
umm. so end of week 1 is coming. all i can really say is. i LOVE my humanities core lecture and discussion. the people are awesome. the professors are awesome.
going to bio lectures and discussions made me realize how much i HATE bio. it's really solidified that i want to switch majors.
i definitely love the dorm life. i used to think that i'd hate it. but i really really love it. :]
my suitemates are bomb. my whole hall is HELLA fun. hahaha. i love it.
no class tomorrow!!! (discussion got cancelled) imma go get my eyes checked though.
my eyes got worse. :[
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