Wednesday, January 28, 2009

handwriting analysis.

Sophia uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Sophia does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Sophia will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Sophia is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Sophia doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Sophia is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Regarding honesty, she is basically honest with a tendency to lie in certain circumstances. This results from a combination of secretiveness (the desire to keep things private) and self deceit (the desire to not accept something in her life at the moment). She deliberately strays from or evades the truth. She feels the truth is not what she wants people to know. This is not always bad. Have you ever known a good secretary that could not say "the Boss isn't in", when the Boss is standing next to the phone? When Sophia is in a position that she can't find a truthful way out, she might prevaricate.

Sophia has a desire for attention. People around Sophia will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

In reference to Sophia's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sophia slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sophia can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Sophia's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Sophia that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Sophia also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Sophia is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Sophia's self-concept is artificially low. Sophia will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Sophia to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Sophia is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Sophia has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.




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pretty much true. :] handwritingwizard.com


dude. i didn't know our physics paper was due this friday :[

Thursday, January 22, 2009

blegh.

came home early because i think i have the stomach flu. :[

whatever "it" is, it's traveling throughout our whole hall. nastiness.

and grr.

sometimes i wish my mom wasn't such a BIG MEANIE (i want to use other words to describe her but i will refrain). damn. all i ask for is ONE FUCKING BOOK because i don't want to pay a bajillion dollars to have it shipped from korea. i always send shit over there like MAC makeup because it's hella expensive and she doesn't complain then, but when i ask for one nine dollar book to be preordered and i even tell her that i'm willing to compensate for the price and shipping too she raises her damn voice and goes, "i'll think about it." which means a HELL NAW in korean-mom-anese.

fuck that. i'm going to get my grubby fingers on tablo's pieces of you english version if it KILLS me.

Friday, January 16, 2009

three day weekend.

tgif forreal.

so today. got a new phone.
this is the new baby. i'm going to make a felt case for it this weekend. yeah. so after some crazy ass humcore shit we had to get done this week, i could definitely use this three day weekend.

planning to go shopping tomorrow. for summer dresses and some shoes.

shopping list.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

work that shee-et.

pa-chow.

this weekend has gone too quickly. :[ i have to finish my physics warmup and humcore ideas draft for humcore but whatevs.

saturday i went to go get my nails did. no occasion. just felt like it. haha. a full set of acrylics with navy blue tips and silver lines. mmhm son. that's right. and i tipped big because they were super nice ladies. definitely am going back everytime i'm in LM. (jenny's nails on imperial. the one in the complex with arby's. LM kids know where it's at!!)

then had dinner for g-ma's birthday with the fam. got to see mostly everyone. i loveeeee spending time with family. basically when we get together. we talk about weird shit. funny shit. shit in general. with tons of cursing thrown in.

it's the be-yest. i love my fam. after that i went to play with sarah unni and yuri. noraebang.

we don't fuck around with karaoke yo. when you go with us. you will sing. and you will enjoy it. that shit is intense. i always feel like i burn a million calories after singing and dancing with the fam. haha.

fast forward to today. woke up at around 11. went to go eat pho with mama and papa bear. one of the waiters there was quite studly looking. ;]

yum. hahaha.

oh and there were these guys from my senior class that were standing outside. i was like HA. i bet these bitches don't even go to school.

my mom was like. they look like yang-ah-chee which is basically means a rebel but like those bitchy rebels. shit like that. and i was like. HAHAHA. they are. *serious look*

then we went to sam's club to go buy bottled water. i'm too busy/lazy for that brita shit. bought some ramen. also some frappucino's for nights like these. hahaha. it's only 11:30 and i'm tired. :[

sigh. listening to notorious b.i.g. and i can't wait for boys over flowers to come out. kya.

alright. gotta go work. :[

11 o'clock lecture manana. WHOOPEE.

it's okay. THREE DAY WEEKEND COMING UP AND I CAN GET A NEW PHONE TOO!!


and why is the weather trippin' balls??

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

agh.

so second day of winter quarter.

yesterday i had humcore lecture at 11 to 11:50. then physics lecture from 1 to 1:50. and then humcore discussion from 3:30 to 4:50. and let me tell you. discussion leader for humcore was crazy.

when we left, jie and i were like hell naw. we're switching this shit. so today, i had psychology lecture from 11 to 12:20. psych discussion got cancelled for today and so i went and changed discussion times with jie.

what an adventure.

we had to fill out those stupidass add/drop cards but it said to do it in pencil.

we both didn't have pencils.


so we were like shit. and went to the bookstore. i felt like a felon. we basically took the lead pencils and filled that shit out. we were going to buy the pencils we used but then we took one look at the line and were like hell naw. because it's only week 1, day two, hella people were getting their textbooks.

so yeah. we finally got the discussion time switched after meeting with the humcore office lady and then taking that shit to the registrar at aldrich hall. so that was around 4 o'clock.

i was just chilling after finishing the physics warm up for tomorrow's lecture. watching shit with the roomie. and then i got a knock from jie saying that the new discussion leader had already emailed us with homework.

WTFACK?!

she's on the BALL. yeah so we have a pre writing assignment for essay four which is due in like 3 frackin' weeks. omgaw. i wanted to cry. so i started it. luckily since we just switched in, me and jie are allowed to turn it in next monday with an ideas draft. ew. i never had to do that shit last quarter. :[

i started the pre writing shit but got sick of the whole ethos, pathos, logos thing. so i ended up printing out lecture notes for tomorrow morning. and then read the first chapter for psychology. the lecture was hella funny. prof. hagedorn, i love him already. but omgaw. the first chapter was such a bitch to read. 26 frackin' pages of pointless shite. i wanted to cry. and it's only 11:35. :[

my tolerance is gone.


yeah. so for tomorrow. we switched into 9 o'clock lecture but eff that. we're going to keep going to the 11 o'clock one. we have it with the lovely lydia and jennifer. whoopee. and then we get to see crazy ass collins. i love that man and his little braid. hahaha. and then we get to see who this ever elusive prof. gunn is for a new discussion from 4 to 5:20.

wish me luck. imma need it.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

alas.

winter break has come to an end. and 2009 is here as well.

tomorrow i go back to school. back to reality. and back to college fam.

i have homework due already. but don't really care until tomorrow. hahaha.

new years with the fam is always a blast. had to do the nobody dance in order to GET MONEY. hahaha. and then played several intense rounds of cranium. haha. we frackin' lost!! and then went to cerritos mall in quest of buying christmas gifts for the college fam. haha. i know i know. we're slackers.

i've done a lot these past three days, regarding the fact that i was a hermit for winter break. i was/am still sick and i'm getting better just in time for school. whoopee. hahaha.

yesterday i met up with the smartest guy i know aka matt estrada. haha. haven't seen this fool for awhile. went to starbucks and just chatted. and then at around four, met up with my favorite jew, justin, and ashley and some other people to go laser tagging.

we don't fuck around with laser tagging people.
we're out to kill. hahahaha.

there we met some guy insisting that he was a professional jedi/wizard. fucking weird. he kept holding onto us to show us some magic tricks. hahaha. it's the bey-yest. we then went to uptown fullerton i believe. i always get confused between fullerton and whittier. and went to the best vintage shop i've ever been to in my whole life. i would've stayed all night and browsed if i could. i got a plaid shirt and then the steal of the night.

a DIOR sweater for only twenty-two dollars. YAY. i'm such a brand name whore :[

went to dinner at some italian place that i couldn't pronounce right because jessica's a dick. hahaha.

"the game is RAPE."

then went to birch and met up with matt again. tons of funny shit.

then went to cue and the arcade. got my ass whooped at those cute little two player games. :[ then went for quick cue-ing before i had to haul ass home. sigh. one thing i won't miss when i go back to the dorms. having to report where i was at all hours of the day.

then today i went to go buy presents. ended up seeing my current marc jacobs wallet in WHITE. aw shitters. ya'll know how much i love white. :[ my mom ended up buying it so we're going to trade off soon. haha.

got tons of shit today.

  • shiseido lasting lift mascara
  • presents
  • nail polish in a weirdass color
  • laura mercier flawless face kit
  • MAC lipstick in snob
  • and sophia brizzoke
i still need to pack. go buy some nail polish remover. love my parents.

things to look forward to this week.

  • SEEING MY LOVERS TOMORROW
  • boys over flowers is starting on monday
  • walking my ass around everywhere. LET'S LOSE WEIGHT
  • g-ma's birthday on saturday
and then next next saturday i get my new phone. :D




BRING IT BITCHES.


p.s. i've decided the tattoos i want to get. they're very simple. just two.

left wrist. lotus in white ink.
left ribs. Mais les yeux sont aveugles. Il faut chercher avec le cœur. which means, "but the eyes are blind. one must look with the heart." i'd probably want it styled after my own cursive or a font that is really simple. like times new roman. haha.

oh and the day for my new piercings is NEARING.